I had my appointment with my Hormonal Specialist last Friday. They asked if I was there for irregular periods, or infertility. All I could say is "I sure hope I'm not infertile." The Doctor came in and asked me to start at the beginning of everything. I told him about my surgery earlier this year, and he started looking at my test results from all the biopsies and things, and just kept saying "Wow. Oh my gosh. Oh wow!." He told me how unusual it was for someone my age to have such severely abnormal cells. Well thanks. It was good when he said it looked like they got it all. I told him what was going on, and of course, like I've been doing a lot lately, I started crying. He just looked at me and goes "Why are you crying?" Rude. He kept telling me "I'm a specialist. I know what I'm talking about." Yes, I know you are..that's why I'm here. I asked about the cysts that my ob told me about. He proceeded to tell me that there were no cysts after all, and that everything looks fine in the ovary area. He told me in fact, that he would be more worried if my ovaries DIDN'T look like that. He told me that I've basically spent the last month worrying about something, that was nothing. Well that sucks. So now I've got a whole bunch of lab work to do, and another ultrasound to make sure i'm producing eggs still, and an ovulation kit to make sure that's all ok. So...lots more tests. Some sort of answer now would be nice. After I started crying the doctor goes "Look...you're crying over nothing. You could be pregnant now, as we speak!" Unfortunately I just cry a lot so that's probably not a very good indicator of things.
Here's to waiting for answers...
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